righteoussean

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 20:05:35 GMT

O man since im so emo i have a great song for all my emo friends to check out

bury them all beneath heaping shovel fulls of lime
in shallow graves the shreds of flesh dissolve with time
the stench of burning human flesh, a makeshift cremation
a shriveling fragment of death's grand design

i insist -- the pleasure's all mine

with orgasmic bliss the human body is consumed
the loins are charred, the slabs of mean cut off and ground
with zeal i dine upon the skin, enthralled with elation
souls of my victims within me, entombed

palette wet with atrocity
i relish the last look in your eyes
clutching your intestines, your scream echoes through me
perfection; a murder divine

i hold the secrets of the dead within my grasp
as i poke and prod, your precious world is painted black I the controled of
your fate, a twisted creation
until i've met my fancy i'll hammer and hack
palette wet with atrocity
i relish the last look in your eyes

as i'm blissfully showered in blood
i shake with violent rapture as i gaze at my delicious feast
i cannot stop my salivation
my addiction to murder has peaked
kneel only to my sick fixations
a complete symphony of your screams

oh the cruelty of death!
i wield infinite

lured by the cries of your damnation
i collect ornaments of the dead
skin tingling with anticipation
i sever the last victim's head to be put on display

this mortal coil has born unto me death's secrets
this forensic inquisition, orgasmic
another trophy of my bloodied psychosis
another body to mangle; to ravage and explore

palette wet with atrocity
i relish the last look in your eyes
clutching your intestines, your scream echoes through me
perfection; a murder divine..

Well man im really "stoked" to hear that the black dahlia murder is going out on tout with Taking Back Sunday and Death Cab of Cutie

I LOVE BEING EMO heheheheheh FUCkers

Man that makes me sad

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 03:39:07 GMT

I Just watched this interview with phil (ex-lead singer of pantera) talking about Dime and how sorry he felt and it made me really happy. I allways thought Phil broke up pantera and it turns out that he didnt and it makes me really sad that the world lost such a great guitar player and a role model. HE WILL BE GREATLY MISSED and i know most people dont really care but i do SO raise a black tooth grin in memory for DIme cheers

Hello world

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 07:37:17 GMT

Well i dont really know where to begin. Its been a really long time since i last used the computer. Well if you would like to know what sean lamb has been up to its been Quite interesting. Well i have lost and gained alot of frendships and i have endured alot of heart ache. I at one point allmost lost all of my friends, i stoped playing music :( and matured alot. I know walk around feeling way below people and it seems like everyone else is glowing with this ora that i dont seem to have, but i see it and it makes me sad. I dont really know what has happend to me but i somewhat like it. Know i have faced the truth, i know if i dont do something my life is going to head into a horible direction. the one person i really need the most at one point loved me but just doesnt anymore and she confused me to the point where i have no idea how to dig my self out of this whole. I really dont know whats going to happen in the next few months but i know they will hold weiht for the rest of my life. well i dont really know how to explain whats going on anymore so im just going to quit. well Cheers hombre

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 01:17:09 GMT

goddamn dislexia i meant 145 ....sorry 5

stupid computers

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 01:15:33 GMT

O man its been a very long time scince i have really updated, meh whateva i know noone really cared anyways, i only have one thing to say and that is 144

o man back on a computer

Wed, 08 Dec 2004 19:51:38 GMT

weird really really really weird............Cheers hombre

GOD DAMNIT

Fri, 20 Aug 2004 06:30:56 GMT

Well i have to go to New York till monday so if you need to holla at me just give me a call on my cell.

if dont know cell# ask Q he will tell you AIM sn (il0vec0nf0rm1ty)

so cheers hombres till i speak to you again

GOOD TIMES

Tue, 17 Aug 2004 02:47:14 GMT

AHH you all should come over to my house when Drake, Dustin and I get are rap battle on.....my rhymes are da made notes,cause i gots to get paid

i was listening to thursday to day and man i really do like thursday

soo cheers hombres

MAN 0 MAN

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 16:28:06 GMT

i march to a diffrent drummer....like that guy from foghat, like when he does that solo and its like "gigigdagigdagigda..."

I dont want to.. Ahhhhh noooooooooooo.........

TODAY

Sat, 07 Aug 2004 03:22:54 GMT

Man it was so nice outside today, twas quite righteous. YEP but it didnt start looking up untill Q and i got are mayhem on and laughed about count grizschnak (think that how you spell it) but yeah good time.

i really wish i knew what i had to do cause i think i have to do something really and its starting to freak me out

I think to much

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 21:18:59 GMT

yeah if i start thinking when i have nothing to do i start to freak out. I really feel like i have to do something. MEH i fuckin hate my goddamn guitar it just pisses me off. BUT its the only thing im kinda good at so what the fuck i will just keep playing. hey you reading this cheers hombre :D i cought you

TJ IS ON A ROLL HAHAHAH

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 17:36:08 GMT

Hrd2Pin05: what scared me the most was how many dudes were in the crowd for TBS and shit. like their lyrics are the same lyrics that the Backstreet Boys would sing. At least the Backstreet Boys were straight up with their homosexuality. TBS and those guys learned to play two chords on a guitar and pretended they were a rock band. when they are really just a hardcore boy band.

HAHAHHA TJ is still the man

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 17:28:57 GMT

Hrd2Pin05: oh man there was this band called "Billy Talent" and they were so incredibly gay it made me want to go gaybashing with the KKK. the guy just squealed the whole time and spit on people

HAHAHAHAH TJ is the man

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 17:27:47 GMT

Hrd2Pin05: all the cool punk/emo kids were like "Stick it to the man, i hate consumerism and capitalism" then they paid $4 for Pepsi and bought all their CDs from Sony.

stupid warped tour

THANK GOD

Sat, 31 Jul 2004 04:10:05 GMT

Man when i got home today i found some med's and now my headache is gone i feel so so so so so much better. it was quite the glorious feeling and three weeks in the making. so........ cheers and rock and roll hombres

O MY GOD!!!!!!

Wed, 28 Jul 2004 15:45:34 GMT

Funeral Thirst-Black Dahlia murder

the brightest full moon light entrances me
it calls me forth
yet i have not the strength to move
in stasis, i rot away and dream
dream of forgotten years
dream of the touch of another's hand
i am to be a meal of star-ved worms
my nerves are twisting for the light of my salvation
i rest beneath where i remain as cold as clay
eternal pain is swelling in my joints

somewhere within me a flame is slowly born
inside this shell of bloated flesh grows life anew
infernal, the moon distorts my mind
my veins jolt back to life, pushing the fluids of the damned

i seek to bathe my fetid flesh in crimson spray
my body writhes without consent of conscience
i lift the lid the pounds of dirt shall not subdue
i shall walk the earth once more

from beyond the strings are pulled
i know not what has made me this way
the animation of my rigid corpse
i shall abandon my coffin of premature fate

all the words of the preacher
all the tears of my family in vain
i shall again walk amongst them
my penance with blood be repaid!
repaid!

dead hand grasps for the still night air
i am now free to maim!
there cannot be a god for he would not forgive this
despicable inhuman monster; rotten, twisted and deformed
i am now a tool of my unholy instinct
entrails strewn at my bidding
a mockery of all i was

i seek to bathe my fetid flesh in crimson spray
my body writhes without consent of conscience
i lift the lid the pounds of dirt shall not subdue
i shall walk the earth once more

from beyond the strings are pulled
i know not what has made this way
the animation of my rigid corpse
i shall abandon my coffin of premature fate

all the words of the preacher
all the tears of my family in vain
i shall again walk amongst them
my penance with blood be repaid!
repaid!

I wish i was ...dead

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 04:54:41 GMT

whatever it is it has reached the side of my skull and will soon make its escape

I found a flame in the burnt out ashes... burn out, burn out

Fueled
these new shores burn
Dark past lies cold
Shadow, my sweet shadow
To you I look no more

LiSten to mOre IN FLAMES F(r)iend

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 04:39:25 GMT

touch of red-in flames

Reaching depth of clarity
I'm not supposed to be like this
I should be on the top of the world
Is anybody out there like me?

I followed something's missing
Self control Forcing me down
Whispers consume the air
Above her I'm endless

When the rain comes falling
I'll freeze I'm so afraid
When things start to flood me
I will drown in seconds

Fear - There's a way out
touch of red
break away
nothing has it all
bury the place I've been
I fear there's a way out

As If I ever had a choice
all in the hands of the energy
once again feel the quicksand swallow me
tonight =I wont struggle

Fear - There's a way out
Touch of red
Break away
Nothing has it all
Bury the place I've been
I fear there's a way out

The weak in me should know I'm as sober as I could be

Fear - There's a way out
Touch of red
Break away
Nothing has it all
Bury the place I've been
I fear there's a way out

well

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 04:34:30 GMT

this is difficult

GOD DAMNIT

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 05:23:45 GMT

man i feel like death. something is has been fuckin trying to dig its way out of my brain. but whateva

grey lines of perfection

hope you feel better ;)

ACCidents

Fri, 16 Jul 2004 03:34:40 GMT

I'm not sure what's worse
The waiting or the waiting room
"You're next sir" becomes a cruel taunt to you
recycled air, the smell of sleep and disinfectant
Your god is a two door elavator

Do they even challenge you
(CUT ME OPEN DRUG ME)
Or is it just to humour us before we die
(REPAIR ALL MY DEFECTS)
If Only we could heal ourselves
We wouldn't need to be hooked up to these machines

Let's redefine
What it means to heal

errr

Wed, 14 Jul 2004 18:22:30 GMT

i hate water it takes to long to boil...i want my mac and cheese now god damnit. man i think im in love with mac and cheese hehehehehe

man i have no idea

Wed, 14 Jul 2004 17:43:13 GMT

no idea what so ever

hope everyone feels better ;)

HEHEHEH

Wed, 14 Jul 2004 04:43:46 GMT

hehehe man im to tired to go up the stairs-To cool for school

hope you feel better

gigdy

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 18:20:08 GMT

i have been inside saturns rings and read about michael moore's war all in time